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[12 Mar 2005|02:12pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

new livejournal taylorr__

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[12 Feb 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty. He said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever. He said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry. Once again he said no.
          She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said,
"You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away... I'd die."


i saww it on ashlee's livejournal. its to die for i swear.

<3

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[30 Jan 2005|03:47pm]
[ mood | :D ]

hello ladys and gentle men.

im happy. i wish i could sing. i wish i had a beautiful voice that when people hear me they would be like woah. and i wish i was in a band and played drums. i want to play drums but i suck at multi-tasking. i might learn keyboard for fun. my fantasy

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[23 Jan 2005|07:51am]
[ mood | bored ]

[ill scream and scream into your ear that
I love you just so you wont forget]

[then ill hold you down and kiss you hard
cus baby you deserve the best]

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[17 Jan 2005|01:48pm]
[ mood | sick ]

this weekend has been alright. i had softball practice saturday in la mirada, then three softball games back to back sunday, after that i hungout with ashley and we pimped the hoes. just kidding, we walked to carls and ate, and saw some friends. we rented movies at longs, and saw some more friends lol. it was fun. when i got to ashley we watched a tennis movie that was soo gay and we both fell asleep likee 20 minuites into the movie.

this morning we watched jeepers creepers 2. it was pretty good.
we did this hair treatment we both bought cus at least my hair needs to be repaired.


im soooo sorry to bore u guys with a gay entry. here are some pictures.
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[10 Jan 2005|03:28pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

hii kidds.
im happy im back to livejournal i guess.
I sorta have a boy in my life im happy.
he'sss soo cute.<3
I dont get to see him everyday butt yea I like him alot
my parents are sending mixed signals about us dating.
were two years apart.
i hate my generation their stupid and think that
their life goal should be to "hook up" with girls/guys which
is retard, i hatee that word. hook up. woah.
I so get along with older people better. my generation is way imaturee.
oh im turning 15 feb 18. im happy my parents see a huge differencee between 15 to 14
so i will get alooott of more time to do stuff and be able to do what I want more
I <33 you guyss.


taylor

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[09 Jan 2005|12:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

hii. im back to livejournal.<33
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Death Cab For Cutie Tiny Vessels lyrics [12 Aug 2004|11:08pm]
[ mood | I have to go pee sooo badd! ]

this is the moment that you know
that you told you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

i spent two weeks in Silverlake
the California sun cascading down my face
there was a girl with light brown streaks
and she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i gave you left a mark

tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did and so did i that day

all i see are dark grey clouds
in the distance moving closer with every hour
so when you ask "was something wrong?"
that i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
no, we can't talk about it now."

so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me (x2)


my favorite song in the whole world.

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You made me strong. [12 Aug 2004|06:22pm]
I think how my life would be different with the subtraction of this love you give to me.
Your imperfections are what drove me to you in a way I never knew.
Its you that unburied me, and made me stand tall again.
I hate loving you so much, being so dependent on you, and replacing my air with your love.
Its you that stitched up my wounded that I didnt see
and I hope your love for me will always be, until they burie us hand in hand,six feet under.
I love the fact that we seem unseperable and people always see, what were meant to be.
my love for you seems to pump through my veins, im not sure my heart can take much more.
I thought I was numb to happiness but you proved my thery wrong. Youve started stitching up this broken heart of mine since the day I met you, day by day, hour by hour.
The light shines so brightely through my window now, and I am binding our heart together, knows and saying i WILL love you forever.


By: Me

tell me what you think, im not much of a writer.
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please read the poems they are sooo good. www.best-love-poems-.com [08 Aug 2004|09:43pm]
[ mood | content ]

I'm so tired,
i want to sleep.
Close my eyes,
And dream so deep.

I hurt so bad,
Now that you're gone.
Things aren't right,
everything is wrong.

I feel week,
Powerless,
Its like everything is meaningless.

Its a good dream
gone bad.
A nightmare,
I wish i never had.

Wake me up,
I'm not tired anymore,
Keep me from dreaming,
thats all I'm asking for.



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How do you open your heart to love again
when one mistake cost you your world and best friend?
How do you deal with the unrelenting pain
when all day long it just rattles your brain?
How do you learn to forgive and forget
when you don't know if your heart has healed yet?
How do you live your life day by day
when you have no one there to show you the way?
How do you rebuild your world after heartbreak
when you have no ambition, only heartache?
How do you cry with your eyes out of tears
when all feelings of love are consumed by your fears?
How do you prepare yourself to love someone new
when you know his love hasn't been proven to you?
How do you risk again being hurt
when he could be "the one" or only a flirt?
How do you remind yourself they're not all the same
when you really think that it's all just a game?
How do you know if you've found the right guy
when your brain says hello and your heart says goodbye?

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I am christian, and I am proud. [05 Aug 2004|09:51am]
[ mood | happy, david is coming over ]

I pray that if i live, i live for you, LORD; and if i die, i die to you, LORD. Therefore, whether i live or die, I AM YOURS, LORD.

-Romans 14:8



i love my lord.
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[04 Aug 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | horrible, im sorry nick. ]

Image Hosted by ImageShack.us me, alan,ali and nick.

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Go Ali Go Ali Go Ali [04 Aug 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

well my sister is driving to mobil to get us some sodas.
she doesnt have her license, 2 months lol, and she is still driving lol
I really hope she doesnt get caught lol.
nick and alan are coming over.
Nick is probably gunna ask me out
I dont really want to be tied down right now
but im gunna give it a shot cus
i like him soooooo much
he is hot,nice,sweet, goes to church, plays drums, and cares about me.


SOMEONE COMMENT ME IM REALLY GETTING BORED HERE

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[04 Aug 2004|01:43pm]
well my sister is driving to mobil to get us some sodas.
she doesnt have her license, 2 months lol, and she is still driving lol
I really hope she doesnt get caught lol.


SOMEONE COMMENT ME IM REALLY GETTING BORED HERE
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Its just the same old desires... [01 Aug 2004|07:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE - Tiny vessels



This is the moment that you know
That you told you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day

All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2]

whoa I love this song

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despite these imperfections [31 Jul 2004|11:32pm]
I want to me oneof the following when I am older: firefighter,something to do with a magazine(editer,writer,journalist), model, victoria secret model.

I want to be a victoria secret model,despite these imperfections, like I have stretch marks from growing to fast, and I havent really told many people, because im not to proud of them, but maybe I can possibley get them removed one day and what a wonderful day that would be lol.also if you cant except me for who I am then your not a true friend are you.Anyway well If i cant be a victoria secret model then I would like to create a magazine that girls dont have to be skinny,and the prettiest girls youve ever seen and are all airbrushed to perfection on the covers of the magazines you see today.

I would like create a magazine that is REAL.

please read the entry below this, tell me what u think of my poem and my friend courtneys, I was just bored and thought I would do another entry today, before anyone had the chnage to comment on my other entry.


xx00 taylor
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the way its supposed to be... and its easier to think of you as dead... [31 Jul 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Your my super hero like
in the comics you read
in all those magazines
the ones that girls see what
their supposed to be
by then I was pretty sure
I was numb to happiness until I met you
and everything started becoming clear again
your my withdrawl of all my fears
the tears youve erased
and the memories youve embraced
have just made me happy for once in a long while
Your that one breathing machine that has kept me revived
and my broken heart still beating
Your that one person that has stitched up these wounds of mine
that have constintedly been re-opened
yet everytime I feel deep down in my heart
I love the feeling of knowing your the only one for me

By: Me

tell me what u think....



and into the white
white covered ground
i saw you lieing there
as u lowered urself down
i screamed so loud
but nobody heard
me at all
and i wish i wouldve called
before this
this unhappy ending
and here in the mirror
i can still see us laughing
you and me
this is how it'll be
this is how it'll stay
but it wasnt supposed to end this way
and why did i let you go
when i knew i needed u most
and why did u let yourself leave
when you new u still needed me
but somehow i cant hate u
its just there are things about me
that u never knew
that id never make you deal with
i guess i come with
alot of baggage
and maybe i was supposed to tell you
but i just cant figure out
what im supposed to do
and im still screaming so loud
but no one can hear me
but maybe i just dont want them too
but im not done screaming at you
and im not done screming for you
please tell me what im supposed to do.
its easier to think of you as dead...


By: my friend Courtney, isnt she good!!!

tell me what u think so i can tell her, she needs opinions!

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wow lotts of work! [30 Jul 2004|04:01pm]
[ mood | okay ]

yesterday. I went to my parents work did alot of work.For free!! ahh if that doesnt sound to selfish.I got a sandwich from circus sandwich=

ham and cheese
blackbread
sprouts(they dont taste like anything but are wayy good for you and add texture to your sandwich lol
mayo n mustard
tomato n lettice]

(nicole lol i know u said my sandwich looked nasty. It is frickin good!



yummy!!! It totally made my day.


Im starting to like Live Journal. I have a melodramatic.com to. xbettyb00px

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You know its not so easy when your all alone. And I wonder if im all alone in your head. [28 Jul 2004|10:36pm]
[ mood | I hatteee thiss. ]

take this broken heart and make it right...


It hurts to hate your parents more and more everyday
Its hard to see when my eyes are watery and your trying
to keep going on but sometimes you just.... you just cant
plain and simple.

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What writing utensil are you!? [28 Jul 2004|08:50am]

What writing utensil are you?

You are CRAYONS!

People are drawn to your color, however at times you are too juvenile to do any real work.

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